Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Self Induced Pressure

In my Online Teaching Online Course, I had an interesting thing happen last week. It was something totally unexpected. We were in the middle of our second module, which was extended to 2 weeks long due to Spring Break. I completed all the readings, postings, assignments and module assessment so I knew I was done for the week. I watched the weekly announcement reviewing the content for the week so I knew I was done. I even check in with the facilitator to make sure I wasn't missing anything. It was great to know I was done, could take a few days to enjoy Spring Break with the family, yet as each day went by I kept getting this nagging feeling in the back of my mind I needed to 'check in' with the course, read more in the text (which I am enjoying), just do something.

It was hard for me not to feel like I was missing out or missing something, I think I couldn't completely accept being 'done' for the week. I tend to get that feeling when I'm facilitating the online course since even when we are off I check in daily to make sure there are no student concerns. Maybe it's a carry over from that, but I thought as a student I could completely walk away for a few days when all the work was completed. Not sure what that means for my design and facilitation in the future? Just an interesting side note for me.

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  1. Oh wow, So I, who have yet to really start should really be worried ! :)
    I am so far behind i can't even see the caboose on the tracks. Partly because i took some time out for family by watching my son's 15 month old twin daughters while they welcomed a son. It was so much fun. I read stories, cut strawberries and even went to bed early. I did not really miss my computer for those 4 days. What i realized when I got back to my adult life is I hardly ever get disconnected and it was a really healthy thing to do.I hope the suffering in catching up won't be too bad.

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    1. Agreed, we all need to unplug frequently. Trying to make it at least one day a week....I'll let you know how it goes!

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